Neobar

Penelope

and the last time he came on my bottom when was it
I know what boys feel with that down on their cheek
doing that frigging
drawing out the thing by the hour
question and answer
would you do this that and the other
with the coalman yes
with a bishop yes I would
encouraging him
making him worse than he is
who is in your mind now tell me who are you thinking of
who is it tell me his name who tell me who
the german Emperor is it yes
imagine Im him think of him
can you feel him
trying to make a whore of me what he never will
he ought to give it up now at this age of his life
simply ruination for any woman
and no satisfaction in it
pretending to like it till he comes
and then finish it off myself anyway
and it makes your lips pale…

that old servant Ines told me that one drop even
if it got into you at all
after I tried with the Banana
but I was afraid it might break and get lost up in me somewhere
because they once took something down out of a woman
that was up there for years covered with limesalts…

he was clever enough to spot that of course
that was all thinking of him and his mad crazy letters
my Precious one everything connected with your glorious Body
everything underlined that comes from it
is a thing of beauty and of joy for ever
something he got out of some nonsensical book
that he had me always at myself 4 and 5 times a day sometimes
and I said I hadnt
are you sure
O yes I said I am quite sure
in a way that shut him up
I knew what was coming next
only natural weakness it was
he excited me…
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